It takes an absurd amount of courage to see this life through.
....Non stop consciousness, minus the distractions.
Ever try it?


Nothing is more useful in life than learning how to be alone.
It might make you sick, it might drive you mad,
But the upkeep of personal responsibility is very much a solo undertaking.



The Steppenwolf isn't afraid of me.
If you are feeling dangerously, painfully isolated,
You must recognize at once, that the illusion of separateness
is a highly suspect murderous ploy subliminally perpetuated by Groupthink.

Harry Haller is laughing it up with The Immortals.
(And I'm trying to avoid rebirth)


My shenpa speaks volumes
about my ongoing struggle with ego.

How do you solve a problem like Maria?

Hermine doesn't have a satisfactory answer.


Meanwhile, it's a brand new day for The Elect and The Damned.
We're living in an oligarchy people!
Woman's search for meaning continues.


I'm grieving the loss of our entire ecosystem.
And hey have you noticed we're all getting older?

How many ways can you
spell diminishing returns?

Yes, I have faced many developmental challenges over the years,
(I was basically robbed of a stable childhood and proper upbringing.)
OOPS! I'm not a victim!
And my parents did the best they could with the tools that they had.

PTSD in the now...In it, really in it.
The original separation wound lingers.
The primal abandonment scene is mere ordinary suffering,
Addiction, grasping, and an insatiable appetite can't change the basic fault.


Genie the wild child-feral nature-of the loner.



Unbearable compassion, embryonic compassion is all that remains.
Perpetually psychedelic locutions, anyone wanna chat? :)

Life is pretty humiliating.
The Darwinian showstoppers are wrecking an awful lot of havoc on this world!

Class consciousness almost killed me.

And the grass is always greener.


(Please! No more talk about death awareness.)



Most people don't recognize that their every waking hour,
Is spent in ways that embrace the denial of death.


If she consistently speaks her truth, according to her own journey
she should never expect validation from the world at large.


Tell me young lady, do you suffer from nostalgia for things that never were?



After all this time in the samsara vortex,
I do believe that I have come full circle with my existential crisis.


Map Of Me