It takes an absurd amount of courage to see this life through.
....Non stop consciousness, minus the distractions.
Ever try it?
Nothing is more useful in life than learning how to be
alone.
It might make you sick, it might drive you mad,
But the upkeep of personal responsibility is very much a solo
undertaking.
The Steppenwolf isn't afraid of me.
The illusion of separateness is painfully suspect.
Harry's laughing it up with The Immortals.
(And I'm trying to avoid rebirth)
My shenpa speaks volumes
about my struggle with ego.
How do you solve a problem like Maria?
Maya continues to mind trip me.
Meanwhile, it's a brand new day for The Elect and The Damned.
We're living in an oligarchy people!
Woman's search for meaning continues.
I'm grieving the loss of our entire ecosystem.
And hey have you noticed we're all getting older?
!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!! diminishing returns?
Yes, I have faced many developmental challenges over the years,(I was basically robbed of a stable childhood and proper upbringing.)
OOPS! I'm not a victim!
And my parents did the best they could with the tools that they had.
PTSD in the now...In it, really in it.
The 40 year separation wound has healed.
It was never anything more than ordinary suffering,
And empty data created by thought and extreme hypersensitivity.
Genie the wild child-feral nature-of the loner.
Unbearable compassion for EVERY sentient being is all that remains.
Perpetually psychedelic locutions, anyone wanna chat? :)
I have defeated YAMA!
There's nothing left to be afraid of.
##!&(DLH)! class consciousness almost killed me (But now I see that we're all dealing with the same noise).
There are no more lessons to be learned.
(Please! No more talk about death awareness.)
After all this time in the samsara vortex,
YAMANTAKA HAS FINALLY CONQUERED YAMA! YIPPEE!
Let the crass illusion of this world fall apart:):):)!
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